My own website :)

Yeay!
I'm officially moved to my own website > www.sitimunirah.com

Any rantings and further rumblings are going to be written there :)

Official website for my company will be www.lemonvanilla.com


Surprisingly still, I can't push blogging away from my daily life. Any comments and feed-backs are most welcomed :)

For all the good course~

Orders are pouring in.
Alhamdulillah.

My long-awaited single deck oven has finally arrived last week.
Alhamdulillah.

And together with my stainless steel working table.
Alhamdulillah.

My personal loan has been granted yesterday.
Alhamdulillah.

I went to a 3 days' seminar in PD last Sunday and met the man of my dream...*wink!*
Super duper alhamdulillah =)

I'll keep the rest of the details to myself anyhow.
Full commitments are required at this stage.

And that's it.
I'll be leaving blogging for good.

Thanks for reading my personal [and somehow foolish] views.
For any unintentionally harsh words that I happened to use during blogging, please understand that it occured without my stable sanity, and I greatly apologize.

And last but not least, keep on writing as I'll keep on reading your blogs [whenever I can spare some time]
I might not be able to leave any comment at published entries anymore, but that doesn't necessarily mean that all the great bloggers are easily forgotten.

Good luck in life.
I have to chase some dreams~ =)

When I started to swear...

There were only 3 types of person that can trigger my anger:

1. Phony
2. Pretender

and,

3. Hypocrite



Get out of my life. No girls look decent while swearing.

What happened to Malaysia's football team?

I wore my goofy face.
My head went haywire.
My system rebelled on me.
Pugnacity had it's spell all over me.
Lucky I couldn't find any victim, yet.

Malaysia's team lost to Thailand.
Expected, but I had had strong faith in them.
I had strong faith in Syed Adney.
Why Adney, why??
Were Malaysian goalkeepers had been cursed by the Thais?


[I might turn this blog to a football reviews' forum perhaps, I guess old habit dies hard]


What FAM have to comment upon this?
Malaysian fans haven't been supportive enough?
The field was not in proper condition, puddled and muddy?
Players were homesick since they celebrated Raya Haji in a land far, far away?
Lack of training?
Lack of coaching?
Lack of players' discipline?

???

Sathianathan had caused a public nuisance upon Helmi Eliza's careless blunder.
Team's spirit had weakened by their coach's selfless act.
Syed Adney was sounded a little bit Schadenfreude.
The midfielders were plain weak.
In short, the opposing side were way too mighty for Malaysians' team.
Macam gajah lawan kambing.

I personally think this was more than a little pique.
The blame game is going nowhere.
Forgive me if I sounded bias, but I watched the game.
I didn't just watched the news.

And I wished Malaysian team can perform much better next time.
Stop politicizing football, FAM.
We need to see new, fresh and talented faces for the team.
It's time to put Harimau Malaya to where it deserves to be >> at the top!



*I am still MU's greatest fan ;)*

Takdir itu untukku~~

Mutiara jernih berguguran.
Kupanjatkan doa kudus dalam sedan.
Takbir yang bergema menggetar sanubari,
menghiris nurani,
menginsafi diri.
Kukira Tuhan mahu aku sedar.
Kukira Tuhan mahu aku bangun.
Aku telah hanyut.
Dalam hasutan bodoh para musuh-Nya.


Purnama mengambang indah.
Kukira segala bintang yang bertaburan di dada langit.
Tidak terbilang.
Begitu juga rahmat dan redha-Nya.
Tidak akan mampu kuhitung.
Apakah aku sanggup membayangkan bilangan dosaku pula?
Aku kaku.


Aku telah tewas.
Dengan sekecil musibah.
Dengan sekelibat masalah.
Dengan seuntai kemajalan pesongan akidah.
Aku mengalah.
Aku rebah.
Gelisah.
Keluh-kesah.


Siapa aku di sisi-Nya?
Siapa?
Layakkah aku menyalahkan takdir terindah ciptaan-Nya?
Wajarkah?!


Aku pelasuh mainan waktu.
Aku intai harapan dalam teleku.
Aku bina impian di atas debu.
Goblokkah aku?
Merengkah akalku?


Lalu aku rodok diri yang sendu.
Aku bangun menghayun laju.
Kerna sememangnya aku sedar.
Takdir itu tercipta untukku!

----- perishable mood mode ------

It's been quite a while where I had had the whole house by myself (plus my cats).
The every second of my life was filled with me, ayah & mak ( and my other 18 anak-anak )
I enjoyed the very best moments of my life, not until, my sisters came home.

What I thought would be another family reunion turned out to be something else.
I had a war to fight.
A battle of excruciating mood swings.
It's perishable.
It's short-lived.
But it leaves a stinky smell afterward.


* I sounded too self-centered*


Getting rid of this awful situation was not as easy as I thought.

I've ended up spilling my heart out to a mere stranger,
i.e. humiliating myself, hoping he'd had amnesia if I happen to meet him by force/accident.


And another long of I-wished-these-had-never-happened-now list :

- my handphone broke down
- my 'so-called friends' called me out of the blue for A LOT of favours
- I still can't comprehend wordpress
- I need to make up my website before 22nd of dec, and yet, I couldn't find better ways of doing it
- my sisters are going for a vacation but I have to stay home since I have more last-minute's orders

and last, but not least,

- Malaysia lost shamefully to Vietnam [ I adored you Helmy Eliza, but the 3rd goal??]


I think it's time for me to get a husband.

So I can pour my heart out and he can still nod in agreement with every word I say.
At least..


But on the second thought,

I think I need a maid!

A little of everything ~~

Little that I feel,
that hands that touched,
seed the beauty of love.

Little that I saw,
the eyes that watched,
had pictured beautiful thoughtful hopes.

Little that I heard,
that ears that listened,
scarred a deep wound inside.

Little that I realized,
people rather to be left behind,
to push their loved ones forward.

Little that I care,
that life is a bless,
yet I still keep on complaining.

Little that I desire,
I should look at the bright side of everything,
instead of running away from my downs.